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Everyone I have something very important to tell you.

Over the past week Maymay has been undergoing serious problems............................. and she finally cracked. As of October 17 8:00 o clock tonight. Mamay killed herself, and now is waiting for us in the next world. For any further details you might want to know..... Go to my FA please.

Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 08 Sep 2010 Posts: 4141

Let me see.... 7 views.... and I KNOW SILV LOOKED AT IT.

Yet not one post..... not one word to remember her by. Not one word to show that we actually cared for her...... sometimes you people can be sooo.....

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 20 Oct 2009 Posts: 12351

You know what? All of you, quit your balling. Why should we care about her when she didn't care about us? Or anyone else. She didn't care for Bio, she cheated on him. And when he left her, she didn't care about those called "friend". She just up and took the easy way out, not caring how it would effect those around her.

Hoshi, you keep calling yourself a bitch and ask us why we say you are not. You want to know why you are not a bitch? You care.

Hate me for saying it if you want, but there's some food for thought.

FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

Slivador... this is why you'll never find love. You hate too much. I don't care if she did cheat on me. I'll miss her till the day I die.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

Wait what?! No... No... please say this is a joke and that May is ready to come greet us and stay here. Right? -sobs- I'm sorry, first Conner, now this....

FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

This isn't a joke. She had cut her arm and almost bled to death as me and her friend rushe her to the hospital. They treated her before coming to me with grim news.She had lost too much blood and her brain couldn't get enough oxygen. She had basically become brain dead. They came to me with a choice, keep her living via life support or let her go. after much thought, I chose the latter.

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I'm sorry... please don't imagine me with a grin and a smug look, because I have nothing but tears to shed for her. I did'nt know her as much as everybody else did, but I regret that I missed the opportunity to do so.

FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

It's alright man. She'll live on through our hearts and our minds. I'm not normally a man to cry but, it's all I can do right now.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

Its the only thing I can do for her is cry. Lets just hope that everyone feels the same.

Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 30 Sep 2009 Posts: 9138

well i can say om one of those people who is going to miss her i cant express any more word's as im to upset.

so good bye mayfeild we will all miss you but will all rember ya in are heart's and memroy's

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

Its just really surprising. I never imagined that Mayfield would do something like this, even bye accident. But I'll remember all the nice memories I do have of her.

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We had hoped that after talking to her that my distraction would have kept her alive. Sadly it didn't work.

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FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

You know Silv, fuck off. Bashing me and other people here is one thing but I will not tolerate you raggin on my dead girlfriend.

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ASK ME IF I GIVE A FUCK!!!

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I can't believe this...... Silv is there somethign about you that forces you to mock other people. In pain

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

Silv.... man, why? Someone among us is dead, and yet you only show your contempt. Can't you take any good memory you have to at least mourne for her?

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I still can't believe it....... how did she.... WHY..... why kill yourself.....

Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 08 Sep 2010 Posts: 4141

Hoshi is going to pissed... and very sad.

FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

I think very sad would be an understatement.

Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 08 Sep 2010 Posts: 4141

Got a point there......... you know what I can't think of the word.

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Well I went through trying to stop her from doing it........ I failed she goes to the hospital..... we think I might have saved her by stalling her... turns out I did, but there wasn't enough oxygen to keep her brain alive and she went braindead. So we have to pull the plug.

DAMN

FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

Thanks Katmir. The sad thing is, this isn't the first time someone close has committed suicide. The grief is unbearable.

Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 20 Jan 2010 Posts: 1661

For me either BioRust... And it is the worst pain in the world... I am so very sorry, man.

I'm missing her, too.

:crying:

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I can't belive this........I can't stop crying......I've seen someone trying to kill themselves before "My cousin" and I can't get the image of it out of my head....

R.I.P. Mayfield

I will miss you.....

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

I know the feeling Katmir. I have two friends that I often had to talk out of suicide. I adore them greatly and now I have more resolve to talk them down when they need to talk to me about it.

Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 08 Sep 2010 Posts: 4141

damn this crap....... I can't stop crying and drinking. It fuckin sucks

FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

Dorian, just don't drink too much. She wouldn't want you drinking yourself numb.