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Rank: Artist Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 816

I'm really not happy right now, I got to bear with a lot, I just got humongus bills, went to the facillities to ask for time off, they wont let me have it, then i discover they wont pay me for 2 months, then grandpa is nagging at me for money, my brother is nagging for money from me, I say no, they get angry at me for it, cause I say: sorry I just had surgery I have to pay for that ya know!?

i keep calling other facilities for my therapy they keep going: ^^, sorry no time for you
then another one say: you need this paper, i'm like YOU HAVE THE PAPER
they make me go to a place to get a paper again.

I'm in so much Stress right now... I only need one tik and i freak out like hell, everything is piling up right now not to mention bills, but stress stress stress... It's killing me. I'm working on commissions like a mad. Doing someting specially for Vanessa and Xivk. But it's hard to put your focuss on specially if your mouth just had surgery, people are complaining to you.

and now i'm complaining here, I just need to get this off my chest...
don't know anywhere else i can do, got called : pathetic yesterday.
Already received appoligy for it, but i feel like: gah, she's right, I aint strong anymore like i used to be, ...

Bah, it aint easy.

Probably have to cancel my membership here too, yeah for some it might come as a shock, but i'm member here long time, but i need to scarve up what i can get now, need around 1700 this month to pay, and like i said the facilities aint paying me for 2 months,

so 2O10 starts great, don't you think?
gods, >_<

Don't know what to do right now, and poor Xivk has done so much for me, and I really feel like I want to do something back, that's why I do the pbb gift for Vanessa and dhim...

Ok, i'm going to lay off, I really need to chill down, >-<

And did i mention i'm in a lot of pain in my mouth??? samn surgery

-K

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 20 Oct 2009 Posts: 12351

-wraps arms around GotN and hugs warmly-

it's alright. we all need to let off steam once in a while. even just typing out a lengthy post on a forum can help. pathetic? nah. it's not easy to work through so much trouble at once. if you were pathetic, you'd be curled up in a corner with the lights off and shutting out the world around you. doesn't sound to me like that's what you're doing. it takes strength to push through all the hardship without completely burning out. just have to look ahead and remember that it won't always be so hard, when things go down, they can only go so far before they have no choice but to got back up again.

wish you all the best GotN, hang in there kitty.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 31 Dec 2007 Posts: 3215

I'm with Silvador, you've proven time and again that you can make it.

Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 30 Sep 2009 Posts: 9138

*picks up goddess and gives her a big hug and pets her ears*

true you have gotn oh my brother says hi and hope your okay he would say it him self but he's back in the stupid hospital again.

i really do wish i could help you in any way like be a friend in real life but i live in australia now but hey who says i can't be a friend to you here.

and in some of your other posts i have noticed you say your not very good with english. i dont believe that your very good if i do say so my self.

here maybe this might make you simle and larf hopefully. im half english and half australian so i should be really good at english but i hardly understand the dam language my self, at times im like say that again speak english man lol.

and about the pain of your mouth i know exactly how you feel as i broke one of my tooth a couple of days ago but enough about me.

now i believe your strong your a lovely person from what i see and DON'T let other people tell you other wise and if they do tell them you'll set your 6'8 weighing 258lbs cheetah friend on them. lol only jokeing or am i *looks around while whistling*

maybe i sould put you down now nah your to cute to put down me pet you lots ya.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 30 Aug 2008 Posts: 1521

I certainly can understand the run around that you've been put through. Military isn't always organized and I couldn't tell you how many times I got sent to a place where they go "What are you doing here? You need to go to this other place"

It isn't fun, but everyday that passes becomes history. When it comes to that, it's good to know where you've been, but better to know where you're going. Before you know it, it will all be behind you and you can look at yourself and go, "I made it." You're stronger than you give yourself credit for, just as long as you can wake up and live without ever giving up.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

-pets the little pink fluffball-
Sorry to hear all that. Such a shame that a nice person has to bear alot of pain.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 28 Jan 2008 Posts: 4122

damm what a family asking for money when you just had a surcery.

I hope that you find a solution.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

We both know she is strong, but its true that her family seems to be such a mooch.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 14 Aug 2006 Posts: 731

I'm sure you will make it.I'll keep you in my thoughts and send some nice vibes your way. Wink

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 12 Jul 2007 Posts: 671

Thats a pretty rough deal. I hope everything works out for you.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 06 Feb 2007 Posts: 648

{hugs} Poor hon... sorry things are still going so rough. :/ I hope things will soon turn better for you.

Rank: Rookie Joined: 19 Sep 2007 Posts: 85

That's really sad. I hope things works out for you.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 27 Jul 2005 Posts: 2568

Its tough to keep it together hun, but that's when you must look from within, not all around you. Laying one's burdens down and remembering to not give up.

"Its harder to believe than not to."

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