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Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

Like the says I don't think I'm going to become very known to anyone around here!

I have way too many issues going on in my life and really wish I had some help... emotional help...

Sorry if this sounds stupid or just too emotional but I provably won't be posting a lot in these forums do to the fact that I am too busy with my job, my family and some financial issues... man I don't even have time to write poems anymore, life is a bitch!

Just wanted to say something since this could my last post!(Not that it matters to anyone, I didn't really make that many friends in here anyway)

And for my subscription... well that might as well go away if a miracle doesn't happen soon... this site couldn't be anything without Miss Vanessa's, Mr Ronald's, and Mr Martin's work... and of course all the members!

I really hope something good happens to me soon! Crying or Very sad

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

Dude, you have alot going for you, but you have to step up and try to socialize here with us. I don't always leave the best impression, but I always try to connect with everyone here. Some guys are really cool, others, not so cool. But you have to do what you must to find the outlying reason why you are not and try to do something that can help you.

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

Thanks Mr Rune, I just finished a discussion I had with my parents about a whole bunch of stuff I really wish we hadn't... but its over now.

I hope I can figure some way to spend some time in these forums but that won't happen very often I'm afraid... I'm only here today because today I got off work earlier than usual... and my parents weren't home at that time, so I had some time for myself without getting fussed around about money. Evil or Very Mad

I guess I did make some friends after all... *smiles*

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

Glad to help man, just don't sell yourself short here. Nobody is hating you just yet. So long as you don't give people a reason, you are cool in my books.

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

Thanks, that means a lot Mr Rune! Very Happy

Right now I have to go back to reality, which means more fuzzing!

I hope I'm free tomorrow, until then have a good evening Mr Rune! Very Happy

Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 30 Sep 2009 Posts: 9138

yeah man just socialise a bit more with us where a freindly group of people.......... well most of us are.

and yeah work is a ass i have not one but two three if you count doing gigs a goob but anoth about my crappy life.

maybe some people don't find your topics very intresing but that dosent meen you can't post in theres there isn't any reason for you to leave so stick around or this crazy cheetah WILL BE SAD LOL.

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 23 Oct 2009 Posts: 288

Hey Rau, Of course you've made friends in the forums. I personally love reading your poems and posts. Hopefully your financial situation will work itself out, but in the mean time keep doing what you love and you'll find a way to make things work.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

-nods- Just find you Niche here. Its not like anybody here became popular overnight. lol, just find your way to grab everyone's attention. For me, I'm a runologist, and I occasionally show off my work and thats how I make my mark.

FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

Don't go man. I consider you my friend and think your poetry is outstanding. All you need to do is join an rp or hell, even make one. I know I'd join. Wink

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

Friendship, Is It Forever?
By A. J. Briano C.

Wind strikes my face blowing thoughts away
but I can't let go to this dark feeling,
they lay hooked on my mind regardless
of whether I do or don't feel their stinging.
Am I weary or am I lacking the will
for this is what has put me to a stop,
dragging me closer to far away into oblivion
and rising my pain to the very top.
I touch a light that feels warm
is this my beloved ones or just some sort of hell,
I can't tell my eyesight is weak
and my flesh feels stiff as a shell.
Oh my friend you have deserted me for so long
making me wait for an eternity,
but I await your return still wanting
the warm feel of your protecting security.
How can I describe so many feelings at once
they all fly surrounding my hopes,
watching me die as I become forgotten
rising one after another from climbing all the slopes.
My mind will wait no longer for your arrival
my friend I have to keep on living,
my life has its own course
my heart for a friend will always keep beating!

Just another of my lousy poems...

FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

How can you call that lousy? That was great!
Don't sell yourself short man.

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

Because I just made that one up a few minutes ago!

FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

That's even better! The fact that your a poem "minute-man" is awesome. It's good to hear from you again.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

A minute-poet, able to make a poem at a moments notice.

FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

And damn good ones too.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

Well, we all have talents here. See Raut, yu have friends here.

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

*Blushes* Its not even that long!

Besides I did because I was depressed and had nothing else to do at the moment... and as you all can see I'm still posting so I guess I'll stay around the forums for a bit longer... perhaps!

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

*whispers* ...why couldn't my be making money... that would help me a lot!

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

I'm really I am being so negative right now. I'm almost done paying all my debts and just finished a conversation with my mother... well at least she didn't bite my head off... hehe!

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

Always good news.

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

Mr Rune your positive thinking is quite starting to rub on me, hehe!

*rubs enthusiasm all over face*

There I feel better now... thank you everyone, you have been very kind to all this time! Very Happy

*hands everyone a bar of chocolate*

Life is a bit sweeter now, hehe!

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

Its easy to be positive around here for me, then again, I think its because of the overall attitude this place had which helped with that.

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

SWEET!

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

Well, its true, lol.

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

This really has nothing to do with anything but I wish I was a professional singer! Very Happy

In a rock band... no wait a metal band! Very Happy

That would be SWEEEET, and I kind of have practiced as well hehe!

FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

Yup. This place just has that alluring and friendly atmosphere to it, and everyone loves it.
Hey, if you can sing, go for it man!

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

In its own respect, thats why its easier to be here. You cause no trouble you get no trouble, thats what I say.

Ronald does a good job keeping out the bots, Vanessa and a select number of artists do amazing work, and we have a number of fun loving, and quirky people.

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

*Starts singing* YEEES IIIIT DOES"N IIIIT!

I should definitely write a song, SWEEET!

YOUUU AAARE RIIIIGHT MR BIORUUUUUUST!

FA · Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 25 Oct 2009 Posts: 2070

Do what you please, as long as your happy, you'll be ok.

Rank: Senior Member Joined: 22 Dec 2009 Posts: 343

HAHA, and could be the the best singer around, HAHA! Very Happy

Sorry... maybe I'm going to far with this, hehe! Wink

Or maybe not... YEAH!