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| General Forum -> General Discussions ~ Not feeling so good |
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Fri Mar 01, 2013 11:59 pm
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I don't know why... much be a something I lost and can't forget about it.
As I do feel lost and confused about it still
it often haunts me, even trying to ignore it doesn't helps
Like I said before it isn't for everyone. |
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How dare they use casment window designs,
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Sat Mar 02, 2013 4:08 am
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I read your poem and I could tell it came from the heart.
I know it is not much comfort, but life is about experiences and if you learn from them then you become a little wiser.
Perhaps you should not ignore it; rather accept it and move on.
I am sure there there is someone else out there some where who will become very special to you.
Besides you have friends here who I am sure will help and offer advice. Just ask. |
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Sat Mar 02, 2013 5:34 pm
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| Tearlach wrote: |
I read your poem and I could tell it came from the heart.
I know it is not much comfort, but life is about experiences and if you learn from them then you become a little wiser.
Perhaps you should not ignore it; rather accept it and move on.
I am sure there there is someone else out there some where who will become very special to you.
Besides you have friends here who I am sure will help and offer advice. Just ask.
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Well I don't know anymore really...
learning from past experience I think that can become a good or bad thing
as I see "love" as something isn't for me anymore
I want it but I also hate it and fear so much,
as i'm leaning towards not caring any more about it in a sad way
and accepting is hard to do, if I do I know i'll always feel
it's mess up and why it happend as it's felt wrong either way
if I did accept or not...
It hurts knowing you loved and now hating it
knowing how good it felt but then how much it hurts
I don't want to experience it again
I don't like "maybe's" as my experiences of them, is always a "no",
I see "love" as a "maybe" now, it's not a "yes" or a "no"
but some how it leads into "no" more then a yes,
that what I see what love is now.
and ironically I didn't know I "wrote a poem"
I was just spilling my heart out
but maybe showing your "heart" in a way is.
could be a phase or some kind of "mood-swings"
but I think it been to long to be either of those...
so maybe thats why I said "grudge"
I hate something, could be my ex, could be "everyone"
or maybe something else like "love" itself. |
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How dare they use casment window designs,
it's so last century ಠ_ರೃ
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"I'm gonna miss all the things we'll never do.
I just can't believe you left me here alone,
How in this world can I make it on my own?" |
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