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Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 30 Aug 2008 Posts: 1521

Despite my better reasoning, I still feel rather down in the dumps most of the time these days. Especially here, which was once a place of great joy for me, I feel that it seems so distant and cold these days. Perhaps it's just the difficult time in my life that makes me worry so. It's hard for me to post anything when I feel so... empty and cold. That is why the only main posts I'd been making have been the depressing poems that appear in the offtopic topic thingie. The latest one expressing more or less the feelings that I have at present. Still, I don't suppose I'd be missed if I left, just sort of rambling on, I guess. Depression is my constant companion and it seems it likes to get closer when I'm stressed. So, in time it will go away and I should return to my regular self soon enough, I hope.

Rank: Rookie Joined: 24 Apr 2009 Posts: 93

things depress everyone. you just got to pick your self up think about the good things in life and try too ether fix the bad or get rid of it entirely. you'll make it through no matter who you are everyone makes it and lives a happy life. it's all about life there's good times and bad. have fun in good times and deal with with the bad.

this works better in person. sorry if i can't help you any further

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 30 Aug 2008 Posts: 1521

It isn't really that I can do anything about the bad at the moment, or at least nothing more than the actions I'm currently taking. It will just be time before it swings into full effect, so things should/likely will get better, it'll just be awhile. Some examples: Can't get a job, so I went to college. Wife's car is broken, but we are going to use loan money to fix it, etc. I might also add that I have been a little more upbeat since this morning. Having no car leads to biking to school. Though I could do with some less heat, I definitely appreciate the exercise. Not to mention I can discuss classes with my wife, as she has started college as well.

Rank: Rookie Joined: 24 Apr 2009 Posts: 93

if you have it rough there's someone worse off, like me, i need a new engine in my car, my brother raced with it and blew the headers off Evil or Very Mad

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 30 Aug 2008 Posts: 1521

Ouch, for my wife's Celica, it's one or two of the piston connecting rods being bent. The labor's going to cost more than the parts.

Rank: Rookie Joined: 24 Apr 2009 Posts: 93

if you don't mind me asking what kind of car doe's she have

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 15 Feb 2007 Posts: 4668

Ah, depression. The everpresent specter of life. Not exactly the most fun of situations to be in, even if you learn how to use it. Good luck, Twisted, from someone who's been there.

Rank: Super Veteran Joined: 31 May 2009 Posts: 1214

*big hug*
If's okay honey.
Chu'll get thru. I hope. I think. I know.
*big hug choking him by cutting off air*
*loud cracking noise*
*Shadow gasping loudly*
Oops...
Sorry..
*little not choking hug*

Rank: Veteran Joined: 24 Apr 2009 Posts: 998

dude, i've never been good at cheering people up. even in real life.
but i kinda consider you to be my homie... i dunno. you seem to be trying to look at the postive so, i guess you'll do fine.

trust me, there is always someone worse off then you Very Happy

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 23 Sep 2007 Posts: 1462

Well, when you feel empty and cold, you just can't motivate yourself from the heart. Its at those time Labrn reminds me to think it rather than feel it. It sucks, it truly does, but you can't always wait for your heart to be in it to get things done.