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Rank: Artist Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 816

Well this is an awkward post for me to make (knows she wrote it wrong anyway)

But I feel like discussing something.
Does anyone of you ever had a 'fond' feeling for another PBB member that you just go check how the person is doing? Not only in RP but more on real life updates etcetra etcetra?

I love checking PBB, but I have lately this naggin' feelin' in my tummy. Scared for a few replies scared of how some Rp's are going. I know i'm talkin' strange right now. Don't know if anyone knows what I mean. I'm very lonely in Belgium, even when I'm in hosptal. I always fear that if I open myself to much that I'll get abused.

I know Ronald made the rule not to post e-mail adds. But I'd really like to get to know a few people on PBB better. For some reason on that occassion I feel stuck. Since I want this uneasy feelin' to fade away.
Each time I reply to Labrn or Aaron I get this: ... (i like'em) feelin'
In a likey likey way, but I'm not fond of thinking like that, since I love someone who's gone. I know life goes on, but one way I'm scared that, : Gah i'm hidious anyway, and 2 no more internet relationships. Been hurt so much by 2 long distant onces. And yeah.

Blah blah blah...
But I feel so confused in the inside. I really have no clue what it is, and I really want this (un)easy feelin' to be answered what it exactly is.

Does any one of you have the problem sometimes?
is it maybe that I attach myself to quikly to people who are nice to me?

I really wonder that...

I hope I didn't embarress anyone or hurt anyone, if I did I'm sorry, really I do... Ronald sorry if it's not an appropriate post for PBB.
I cope with this feelin' for weeks now ...
Like to figure it out what it is...

see ya'll later
-K

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 05 Jan 2009 Posts: 4287

Sounds like something the ladies would be able to help ya out with more but doesnt sound like a problem to get to know someone in real life long as they dont mind it.

Think though if maybe the same sorta feeling its like waiting on a persons reply for for you to reply back and someone to talk to when your stuck with nothing else to do/talk to.

(the apologies again if said anything out of bounds)

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Don't know how to cheer you up? What do I have to do?

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 15 Feb 2007 Posts: 4668

It sounds like you're worrying, Karine. Worrying about others you care for and worrying about yourself in regard to those others. I'd call them friendship worries, and they're nothing to worry too much about. Sometimes, worrying can be a good thing, but don't let yourself get too wrapped up in them. Just take a deep breath and try to clear them out of your mind, like sweeping your hand across a table to clear it off. It works more often than not.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 08 Jul 2006 Posts: 2311

Geez, I've had this song stuck in my head all day, and lo and behold I see a new thread where the song seems to fit perfectly...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NNm7h9LgdDc

Rank: Artist Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 816

lol, @ song

yeah, know that song all to well
right now I have more Michael Jackson - You are not alone in my mind ...

I dunno, probably i worry indeed to much, it's really a burden sometimes on my shoulders and I have no idea how to handel with it :/

Rank: Artist Joined: 22 Jun 2007 Posts: 417

It's never easy to handle with any kind of feelings hun.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 14 Aug 2006 Posts: 731

Well,if there is anything I can do,just let me know Karnie.No problem! Wink

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don't think anyone can help me, *hits her head* :p

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I don't think tehre is a cure there hun Smile

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Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 28 Mar 2007 Posts: 2112

That's the spirit! Very Happy

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LEmme join *puts on a silly hat and coat, and pretending to be Sherlock Holmes*

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 05 Jan 2009 Posts: 4287

I call the annoying sidekick of indiana jones!

"ok miss sahtori, i no touch anything" *trips trap floor*

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T'was Professor Moriarty, me good man.

Smile

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YOOOOOOOOOOOSH SUPER PBB TEAM LET'S GO!!! Very Happy

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Do we get cool costumes? ^_^

Rank: Artist Joined: 22 Jun 2007 Posts: 417

By Your powers combine...eeeehhh... I am captain PBB!

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i got dibs on guy who builds gadgets and vehicles

*pulls out a comically oversized wrench*

now where did i park the invisible jet Curious

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Right there next to the invisible car.

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hahaha! what a failure *trips over* Who the hell left the invisible skatebord in the middle of the walkway!!!?

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Oh crap, I dropped my invisible land mine...

Nobody move...

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Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 15 Feb 2007 Posts: 4668

*walks over and picks up the invisible land mine and throws it back at Chaos* You just have to remember where the puff of dust was when it landed to find it. If you can't do that, look for an impression in the dirt that looks like it's been made by something that is'nt there.