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Rank: Artist Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 816

I dunno if everyone is interested to read this, but i thought maybe someone would be interest me in havin' an e-mail chat or something.

I feel already a few days that I'm slippin' down again. For no reason. I only know I'm in a lot of pain, i got shot in the back, (muscle shot, not a gunshot)
In dutch they call it: Verschot, so i have no idea what it is in english, so I really have a difficulty with all that pain, thought friday i was feelin' better and played baseball, my back and foot got in a lot of pain, back cause of the shot, and foot got twisted....

Though I enjoyed myself on the game. I saw a few lovebirds walkin' by and realised how lonely I feel, and long for a hug from someone who's dear to me like that. Though, ...
The moneytrouble that's piling up, and yeah there's not much i can do...
Oh well, I had a few tears jumping out of my eyes, just all of the sudden, had no idea why. So, hence why i write this topic;

I almost finished Mary's page, I know i'm very slow, but a lot is cause of the pain, nothing good comes out of my hands (i know how negative) but I have no idea what it's with me the past few days.
Could be i had to much joy the past few weeks that now my body says: enough with the fake smile and fake joy...

I have no idea,

I guess I feel lonely, I supose, i think everyone goes in this state of mind...
I just wish i could hug someone or receive a hug from someone besides my dear mother...

oh well, i'm gonna lay down, i feel the tears runnin' again...
Just keep in mind, my art will come on pbb, I miss you guys a lot...

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 05 Jan 2009 Posts: 4287

Scary for a moment when you said you got shot in the back before i saw the muscle part. !_!

Any idea what it was for though? Cause if your in pain you should be relaxing till your fully better and trying not to worry so much. If you have money trouble I can help abit if you want.

Being lonely though, cant help much with that cept to say that you got friends around here that could give far hugs. ^_^

But really relax, take your time, and hopefully no need to tear.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 28 Jan 2008 Posts: 4122

just like me a week ago.

How I get out of it. well go to a park like the effteling. do a game that you like try to sport just for 5-15 minutes. and eat some ice like ben and jerry.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 30 Jul 2007 Posts: 504

I know the feeling of being lonely, since my dad passed away two years ago, I realized that I have no social contacts out in the real world. I mean, you guys are my friends, but the lack of physical interaction become brutally apparent with his absence. So, I feel your pain, Goddess. To put it in perspective, I'm nearly 3/4 of the way from being a Judd Apatow character.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 29 May 2009 Posts: 6010

I'm sure that you will be alright in the long run, but I'm sure that everyone would support you. Though I'm sure that when you look at us all, you can find a friend in each and every person here. Being lonely comes and goes, and probably less if you have somebody really special, then you probably would not have to feel like that at all. I feel it every day, only because I have so much to do, and even less to look forward to, but I know I can look forward and see how much better it will be.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 15 Feb 2007 Posts: 4668

That was quite the scare when you said you were shot in the back. I hope you at least giggle when you picture the looks on our faces when we read that. I SAID GIGGLE! I'm sorry you've been feeling down. I have'nt been feeling to up myself for the past few days, what with moving and being sick at the same time. But if I can manage to keep going and start feeling better little by little, our fluffy little goddess (that's you) certainly can. And don't worry about getting your pages up here. Take care of yourself first. (And giggle, or I'll start tickling you!)

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 06 Feb 2007 Posts: 648

{hugs} You're always welcome to write me, hon, you already have my email.

Rank: Artist Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 816

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 06 Feb 2007 Posts: 648

{hugs} You have way more going on in your life than is fair... sadly life isn't generally fair. You have the strength to carry on and that's a rare trait in itself. Even when you're tired you want to keep going and get past it, and when too many people just give up, that's a trait I will always respect.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 28 Jan 2008 Posts: 4122

If you want Goddess I can visit you next thurstday midday?

Rank: Artist Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 816

Rank: Artist Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 816

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Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 05 Jan 2009 Posts: 4287

Hope not to be annoying that I keep saying this but you really got to relax goddess. Its nice to care about someone else but you shouldnt care so much to the point its making you feel bad/sick yourself.

Think it was right though to tell your friend's husband if shes getting pretty bad that she may need full therapy, if you care and are just trying to help you shouldnt feel bad about it.

but do you know how I could send ya sum cash then cause I have no idea. (and have no problem at all helping a fellow forum member ^_^)

(also to ask though if you dont mind what kind of therapy are you in that if your not happy theyll boot you out? That sounds kinda wrong)

Rank: Artist Joined: 22 Jun 2007 Posts: 417

if taht would be possible at the moment, I would go there just to give You a hug of a lifetime ^^

Then I would propably need to get rid of the squished body...

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 31 Dec 2007 Posts: 3215

Wish I was there right now to give you a hug.

Rank: Artist Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 816

hey you guys, my constributions on the forum will be for the fallowing days less, i fell of the stairs and yeah i'm full of bruises
can barely move right now...

*hugs*

*cries from pain from huggin'*

all i know, that it turned black and i felt the hit, and yeah, i laid there and no one helped me up, and most dokters i called said: yeah, i aint helpin' you (no money)
so yeah, here i go, to bed for rest,

pfff xivieee, note me on furafnity, i'm sahtorikamaya over there, on dA i have over 120 notes and it's hard to find those notes, trust me

*goes now*

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 05 Jan 2009 Posts: 4287

Fell off the stairs?!

Well have you know if you see anyone in your therapy place in black and red ninja outfits now those be me interwebz ninjas there to kick the ass of those harsh b*stards. >_>

anyway dont have a furaffinity account, guess ill make one though. (weird for a pixelated ghost around animals lol @_@)

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 31 Dec 2007 Posts: 3215

I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you have a speedy recovery.

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 23 Jan 2009 Posts: 1120

there is nothing much to say except that I feel your pain as well...i do sometimes feel lonely =(

Royal Member of BonBon Joined: 14 Aug 2006 Posts: 731

*Hugs gently* Really hope you feel better soon! ^.^

Rank: Artist Joined: 06 Jan 2009 Posts: 816

hope so too, i'm sitting here on my butt, half asleep XD